Saturday, November 28, 2009

Improving the Beast.

I want to reinvent myself.
Well, not so much reinvent, but improve. I've been cutting down on doing the things that I love, that I WANT to do for the things that I have to do. Which, is quite necessary in life, but not to the the point where I don't have time to sit back and breathe a little bit. This break I made sure I had time to relax, and make a funny face. So let's chat about thanksgiving. It was good. And that's all I need to say on that. Christmas is coming soon, and I'm pretty excited. Not so much for the gifts, but I always have a happy heart in that season what with the music and all. But my themesong for Christmas, Carol of the Bells...August Burns Red style. Let's add a little intensity to Christmas now, shall we? Hm,Off to a completely different subject.

Cloudy Days:
Who is anyone to say that this isn't a gorgeous day. I can think back to last friday morning, during band. I looked to Mark and asked, "Would I be completely wrong to say that today is the most beautiful day I've ever seen?"

"No", was all he said. But that's all he needed to say. Clouds have come to symbolize despair and a time of darkness since they block the sun. But half of those very people HATE the sun and when it's out wish for a cloud or two. I just don't understand. When I see clouds, I think rain...And rain is a beautiful thing. Renewal, or a goodhairday turned bad. But, I would take a cloudy day over a sunny one in an instant...especially since I hate tarkening. (see other blogpost) Ah, the mysteries of life.

Au Revoir,
MicahDeshell (;